It’s so hard to stay alive when the world seems to collapse. The bad things always happen at the same time, and no matter how hard you try they always seems to win. When you think that your life is going to improve and that the problems are already apart everything starts again...
It’s too difficult to smile when you’re so afraid, when all you want to do is cry, and all you need is time... but the world can’t stop not even a moment, and so you lose yourself, and when this happens you almost never find the right way again.
It’s too difficult to smile when you’re so afraid, when all you want to do is cry, and all you need is time... but the world can’t stop not even a moment, and so you lose yourself, and when this happens you almost never find the right way again.
And this people... everyone seems to be so different... so worst! No-one ever wants or bothers to help you, and you start to be panic... All you wish is fly, fly away... You try to be strong, you try to move on, you try not to fall down, but this seems to be impossible; I mean, how can you face this world alone? You just a girl...
Your head is so confuse... you think too much, why can’t you just forget everything, all this stupid responsibilities?... Do the ones who are closer to you have any idea of what you are felling? Maybe it’s just fase, maybe it’s going away someday... but, and if it doesn’t? How can anyone be with all this fear and sadness for a lifetime?
At night, when you’re warm in your bed, you always dream about better days, and better people... But deep inside you know that they’re just stupid dreams... stupid childishness’...
