Friday, March 31, 2006

Life could be so easy...

Once upon a time I was a little girl
I was always smiling and my life seems perfect
But inside of me my heart kept crying
For all the tender and attention I was missing

I was so lost but anyone else seems to care
I didn’t like to be home but no-one ever seems to notice
I wanted to be seen and for that I was anxious
I wanted to be loved but all you did was compared me
I tried to be strong but inside all I wanted was scream

I was so young
You should have known
That I wasn’t ok
I was so tired
And so I cried
For someone who care
And now I’m here in the middle of the night
Try to make sure everything is right

I will not make the same mistakes you did with me
I‘ll listen and understand what’s in her little heart
I’ll stay alert and find out what’s made her so angry
I will helper and try to be the best mum she can have
I will be with her when all the world start to fall apart

I will be the family you never were for me
I won’t give up of any moment of her child
I’ll be right there every moment she needs me
I will take her hand and make sure she smile
Again, I will never let her all alone

Because of you,
Now I know what I want for me
I made my fight and I survived
And here I am
Now I have her and she has me eternally
I’m only sorry that you couldn’t see what was best for me

I was so young
You should had known
That I wasn’t ok
I was so tired
And so I cried
For someone who care
And now I’m here in the middle of the night
Try to make sure everything is right

Now I grow up, and I have my own life
I learned with your mistakes and with my pain
I will not leave my little girl pass for that
‘Cause I know what’s suffer all by myself

Monday, March 20, 2006

A little bit of optimism...

If you feel you lost this game,
And things would never be the same
Don't be sad or blue,
You just have to trust in you

Don't be afraid of what you feel
Because life can give you just one chance
And if you really want some romance,
Just go ahead and be real

There are things into your heart
That it can never be explain
And when you feel you are apart
Everything starts again

You have to keep on this fight
'Cause I have no doubt
That with that smile on your face
There's nothing to worry about.

Monday, March 13, 2006

I wish

I wish I was normal,
I wish I could be like everyone else
I wish I could think less and fell less
I wish I was stronger and…

I wish I could feel things I never felt
I wish I could say things I never can
I wish I could stop leaving my dreams and face reality
I wish I was more like my friends and less like myself
I wish I could forget who I am and became who they want me to be

I wish everything was that simple
I wish I could choose…
I wish I could know how…
But I’m different… it’s not like I wanted to be like that… but I am!
And sometimes I don’t know how to deal with that…

Sometimes I fell so selfish, so focus in my own problems
I don’t want to be like that but I don’t know how to face things
It’s everything so new, everything so complicated…

I wish I could love more…
I wish I know how to let anyone else in…

Saturday, March 11, 2006

All the love in the world

"I'm not looking for someone to talk to
I've got my friends, I'm more than okay
I've got more than a girl could wish for
I live my dreams, but it's not all they say
Still I believe I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me..."

All The Love in the World
The Corrs

Sunday, March 05, 2006

The first one

When I go to sleep at night
I close my eyes and think of you
You're in my head and in my heart
But you're not here in my room

I wanna feel you and touch you
But you're not here with me
I miss your voice and your kiss
I still can't believe you're gone

Never thought you could leave me
Always pictured my life by your side
I don't understand what happened
I don't know if I'll survive

Life is a mistery that we can never explain
Why did you have to be taken?
What had we done so wrong?
I wish I knew 'cause I wouldn't do that again

You could had left me to stay with another girl
That wouldn't hurt me so much
At least I would knew where you are
This way I have no idea

I like to watch the sky at night
Trying to believe you are there
I don't know what else to do
Now... that you are dead!