Once upon a time I was a little girl
I was always smiling and my life seems perfect
But inside of me my heart kept crying
For all the tender and attention I was missing
I was so lost but anyone else seems to care
I didn’t like to be home but no-one ever seems to notice
I wanted to be seen and for that I was anxious
I wanted to be loved but all you did was compared me
I tried to be strong but inside all I wanted was scream
I was so young
You should have known
That I wasn’t ok
I was so tired
And so I cried
For someone who care
And now I’m here in the middle of the night
Try to make sure everything is right
I will not make the same mistakes you did with me
I‘ll listen and understand what’s in her little heart
I’ll stay alert and find out what’s made her so angry
I will helper and try to be the best mum she can have
I will be with her when all the world start to fall apart
I will be the family you never were for me
I won’t give up of any moment of her child
I’ll be right there every moment she needs me
I will take her hand and make sure she smile
Again, I will never let her all alone
Because of you,
Now I know what I want for me
I made my fight and I survived
And here I am
Now I have her and she has me eternally
I’m only sorry that you couldn’t see what was best for me
I was so young
You should had known
That I wasn’t ok
I was so tired
And so I cried
For someone who care
And now I’m here in the middle of the night
Try to make sure everything is right
Now I grow up, and I have my own life
I learned with your mistakes and with my pain
I will not leave my little girl pass for that
‘Cause I know what’s suffer all by myself
I was always smiling and my life seems perfect
But inside of me my heart kept crying
For all the tender and attention I was missing
I was so lost but anyone else seems to care
I didn’t like to be home but no-one ever seems to notice
I wanted to be seen and for that I was anxious
I wanted to be loved but all you did was compared me
I tried to be strong but inside all I wanted was scream
I was so young
You should have known
That I wasn’t ok
I was so tired
And so I cried
For someone who care
And now I’m here in the middle of the night
Try to make sure everything is right
I will not make the same mistakes you did with me
I‘ll listen and understand what’s in her little heart
I’ll stay alert and find out what’s made her so angry
I will helper and try to be the best mum she can have
I will be with her when all the world start to fall apart
I will be the family you never were for me
I won’t give up of any moment of her child
I’ll be right there every moment she needs me
I will take her hand and make sure she smile
Again, I will never let her all alone
Because of you,
Now I know what I want for me
I made my fight and I survived
And here I am
Now I have her and she has me eternally
I’m only sorry that you couldn’t see what was best for me
I was so young
You should had known
That I wasn’t ok
I was so tired
And so I cried
For someone who care
And now I’m here in the middle of the night
Try to make sure everything is right
Now I grow up, and I have my own life
I learned with your mistakes and with my pain
I will not leave my little girl pass for that
‘Cause I know what’s suffer all by myself
2 comments :
Não me quero alongar em comentários pois senti este texto tão pessoal e sentimental que fala por si. Gosto da clareza de ideias, gosto da intensidade, e gosto do modo, directo e objectivo, como nos é mostrada uma mágoa do passado.
Em suma, Gostei, muito!
beijinhos
... Não imaginas o quanto gostei deste texto... (chorei ao le-lo)...Não só porque o senti como algo mt pessoal, mas também porque retrata bem a minha história... e o que senti à medida que ia crescendo e percebendo certas coisas.... Hoje posso dizer que sei o que é o AMOR pela falta dele..e também eu quero ser capaz de ser a mãe que nunca tive...
Não é que ponha as culpas em alguém, mas na vida aprende-se com os erros, os nossos ou os dos outros... ou talvez não sejam erros, mas a maneira de vermos as coisas de forma tão diferente...
Mas muda-se muito quando nos apercebemos das coisas....
HOje sei que quero dar mais do que o que recebi... Sei que não quero que ninguém sinta o que senti, principalmente se o poder evitar, se depender de mim... é por isso que sou assim... atenta aos outros, observadora, e amante de pequenas coisas...
Embora hoje já não me faça confusão ficar all by myself... Talvez um dia isso mude.... Eu espero... mil*******************
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