Tumble

I’m tumbling and falling

Just trying to hang on

I’m frightened and scared

And want someone to hold me

I try to fight back

But it still tries to allure me

I want to let it go

I don’t think I can endure this

Tumbling and running and falling to pieces

Stumbling in thoughts I don’t want to hear

Sometimes I get caught up in my head

I just get lost in these thoughts

Wish I could scream and run instead

But I’m stuck inside my own mind

I stumble through this world

Walking between people

Watching them living their lives  

Wondering when it would be my turn

I’m working my butt off

I don’t want to drown

Keeping my head up high

And just try to survive

Tumbling and running and falling to pieces

Stumbling in thoughts I don’t want to hear

But I get caught up in my head

I just get lost in these thoughts

Wish I could scream and run instead

But I’m stuck inside my own mind