Sunday, November 17, 2013

Right place, right time!

Every time I’m about to get back I get nervous.

I can’t help but have high expectations, though I pushed them away.
Every single time I try to convince myself that it won’t be like in my dreams… and it isn’t.
I can’t stop myself from hoping it will be amazing, but it’s more than that, it’s perfect!
I keep saying that distance doesn’t break relationships, people do. That distance doesn’t have to be the ending, that it doesn’t have to mean anything at all, that it is what we do with it and what we’ve built before that defines who we are and the people that remain in our life. However, sometimes it’s hard to believe that eventually the love won’t fade away. 
Each and every single time I prepare myself for what might have changed, and each and every single time they prove me wrong. 
It took less than 5 minutes to feel like I was back, because love has nothing to do with time. It can’t be measured or planned it’s just there. 
I’m not usually like that and I can’t even put it in words, but it just feels… right. Every second of it, every second with them it’s pure joy. 
People change, kids grow up and life goes on, but some things never change. And when the first thing you hear from someone you haven’t seen in a year and a half is “Can you stay forever?" and “I have your picture in my bedroom and it makes me sad, because it reminds me how much I miss you" you know you are in the right place!

Happy Birthday my loves!

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