tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post1020150501835693136..comments2022-12-30T00:38:26.368+00:00Comments on What can I do?: LachesismFi Ferreirahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06479711676493170153noreply@blogger.comBlogger35125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post-32102797344664760572022-10-08T05:58:19.195+01:002022-10-08T05:58:19.195+01:00I love that we've found people who feel the sa...I love that we've found people who feel the same way as us. Everytine that I feel like this I go to this page to be comforted now that I know I'm not alone. š«Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post-25641293131304112892022-05-22T05:44:39.218+01:002022-05-22T05:44:39.218+01:00I just realize that I have done everything that le...I just realize that I have done everything that lead to disaster. What do I do know that I am aware??? I even feel like finding a group that discuss these feelings was meant to be.franciscohttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09927057708762513538noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post-61634531973199352662022-02-06T10:33:17.858+00:002022-02-06T10:33:17.858+00:00I have these thoughts. I keep wishing on a major ...I have these thoughts. I keep wishing on a major disaster like a comet hitting earth, a massive weather disaster or another world war. I feel like I don't belong in this time of age. Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11983572261410408497noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post-85162840882698575282022-01-05T03:28:55.629+00:002022-01-05T03:28:55.629+00:00Wow I've never felt more understood I have fel...Wow I've never felt more understood I have felt like this for nearly my whole life. Constantly fantasizing about surviving something horrible or at least dying in some heroic tragic way. I always thought it was just me or like a weird kind of suicidal ideation or something or just me being selfish and wanting attention.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post-41777762910930574842021-12-29T01:29:12.815+00:002021-12-29T01:29:12.815+00:00*please read*
I never thought this was something...<br />*please read* <br /><br />I never thought this was something other people felt too. I would never be able to talk about this to anyone because I wouldn't want them to think I was suicidal or anything like that because I'm not. Lots of people on these comments are wondering if we feel this way because we want attention but I honestly don't think it is that. I think it is because we have these feelings deep inside us, I don't quite know what they are but they aren't exactly positive and I think wanting bad things to happen is our excuse to feel like we deserve to feel these feelings because for me I feel sad but I don't feel like I deserve to because all these people around me have way harder things they are going through. For me I think it is because the relief I would feel if something bad happened because I wouldn't have to be happy. I have always daydreamer being kidnapped or having a parent or siblings die ever since I was young and never understood it, I still don't but it is a huge relief to know I'm not alone. I hope this makes sense. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post-5307696379381441952021-11-18T13:43:25.050+00:002021-11-18T13:43:25.050+00:00I...don't exactly hate my life, and I'm no...I...don't exactly hate my life, and I'm not suicidal either. I'm not a masochist, and I don't want attention.<br /><br />I wished for bad things to happen but not the ones that kill me...<br /><br />I don't want to end my life, but I want the bad things to continue...<br /><br />Perhaps... you feel it too?<br /><br />Anyways, wish all the best for people who read this <3Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post-86683750208814326202021-08-11T00:15:21.632+01:002021-08-11T00:15:21.632+01:00I get this but is it the same emotion if I dont wa...I get this but is it the same emotion if I dont want to survive? I want the kind of end that people hear about and say it was noble, but I would have to get lucky for that. Suicide doesnt get the same reaction in the slightest. Before anyone says it I know I need help.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post-21652070022978778452021-05-05T23:39:42.640+01:002021-05-05T23:39:42.640+01:00Stumbles across this post...I feel the same way. I...Stumbles across this post...I feel the same way. I would like to discuss this more in dept with literally anyone...<br />Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post-67098718919515673922021-04-30T10:53:21.231+01:002021-04-30T10:53:21.231+01:00I used to feel this, back when I had a job I hated...I used to feel this, back when I had a job I hated but can't leave because of financial reasons. I hated my life so much I would feel numb waking up, wishing for a disaster to happen just so I could feel something. I've left that job since and I now have 2 beautiful kids. I am now feeling the opposite of lachesism. I want to keep myself safe because I can't bear thinking what would happen to my little girls if I die. Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05920491209108876711noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post-14602652176442563092021-03-21T13:53:04.255+00:002021-03-21T13:53:04.255+00:00i wanna know more about this, if anybody is intere...i wanna know more about this, if anybody is interested to talk about this with me, please send me an email oretansajakku@gmail.comAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post-35490998038891372172021-03-08T05:17:00.074+00:002021-03-08T05:17:00.074+00:00It's oddly comforting seeing people feel this ...It's oddly comforting seeing people feel this way too - for so long I've had this desire to live in a world in which dreadful things happened, dreadful things that impacted me, that had consequences visible and real to me. Usually to have a family member die, to be scarred in some fight, out of this weirdly romanticised idea that it'd grant me purpose, add mystery to me, make me feel more special I suppose. It's soothing, but terrifying, especially given how it has gotten to an unhealthy point. But seeing that others have their own struggles with it is reassuring. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post-22236116555342663382021-01-15T18:16:27.268+00:002021-01-15T18:16:27.268+00:00Hi. I actually came across this word through a vid...Hi. I actually came across this word through a video which was about the learnings from movie 'fight club'. I was somewhat relieved to know this word and that I am not alone to feel this way. I would like to explore this subject more. If anybody is interested to talk about this subject please email me on rmalankar@yahoo.com Rakshinhttp://www.rakshin.innoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post-65929872400643294672020-10-21T20:25:03.116+01:002020-10-21T20:25:03.116+01:00Omg I thought I was the only one I actually saw th...Omg I thought I was the only one I actually saw the definition of this on an Instagram post and I searched it up cuz it sounded so familiar to me.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post-77145835839388377862020-10-07T05:54:40.253+01:002020-10-07T05:54:40.253+01:00I feel the exact same way. It's always so stra...I feel the exact same way. It's always so strange. I do the same thing as everyone in the comments, and sometimes I even imagine myself dying and people being sad about my death and funeral. Is this depression? Cause I don't feel like it? Do you guys know?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post-82539950039073562692020-09-06T06:23:16.452+01:002020-09-06T06:23:16.452+01:00I've been struggling with this for years. Eve...I've been struggling with this for years. Ever since I was a kid and I realized that my life was rather comfortable and that I'd be comfortable growing up, I have desired some sort of tragedy to befall me. On one side of my brain, I realize that I should be happy that no such tragedies have happened in my life, but on the other side, I desperately want to experience something horrible. I want to get hit by a car or go blind, perhaps even lose a limb or a family member. It's actually gotten to the point where I feel guilty that these things <i>haven't</i> happened to me. I sometimes feel as if I want these things to happen so badly because I deserve them, and not my current simple life. I've always thought I was a bad person for having these thoughts, maybe desiring attention or something, even though I would never dare voice them to family or friends. I guess I feel a little better now knowing I'm not alone, and that maybe this isn't some type of character flaw.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post-73632056772227874262020-08-04T08:44:05.139+01:002020-08-04T08:44:05.139+01:00itās sort of relieving but also terrifying realizi...itās sort of relieving but also terrifying realizing this feeling has a name. recently iāve been feeling it more often and itās difficult to not see myself as a bad person for thinking these things. at points throughout the day and night iāll find myself thinking over vivid scenarios in which my friends or family die. but typically itās not even just one, itās all of them. i know that i would never in a million years wish that that would happen, but sometimes i think about it a concerning amount. reason that it is related to wanting to have some sort of ākinkā or disruption in my life makes quite a bit of sense. my life is typically pretty simple and i do have these thoughts more often during particularly boring times. hopefully trying to keep myself more busy will help to ease my mind and distract from the desire for disaster to strike.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post-11521252833811147322020-07-29T02:12:20.304+01:002020-07-29T02:12:20.304+01:00I really want to discuss this further and find out...I really want to discuss this further and find out the reasoning behind it<br />(502) 724-2324Ghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14470731234862798965noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post-64081680808071932932020-06-27T23:09:34.301+01:002020-06-27T23:09:34.301+01:00oh my god. this is what I have been feeling for ye...oh my god. this is what I have been feeling for years omg. this explains so much woahhhhAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post-18064800975362356932020-06-03T20:22:56.242+01:002020-06-03T20:22:56.242+01:00This is without a doubt the post I get most commen...This is without a doubt the post I get most comments on... mostly anonymous, which is fine :) But some of you seem to be interested in discussing it further, if you do please leave us a way to get in touch with you :)Fi Ferreirahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06479711676493170153noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post-59977726469207386742020-06-03T19:17:49.489+01:002020-06-03T19:17:49.489+01:00I would love to get in contact with some of you pe...I would love to get in contact with some of you people, I have experienced most of this at some point in my life thinking I was the only one and now that I know I am not, I think it would be amazing to share these thoughts with someone who feels the same way. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post-48667728366097019002020-05-07T21:02:45.715+01:002020-05-07T21:02:45.715+01:00iāve felt like this all my life but i never really...iāve felt like this all my life but i never really thought anything of it. when i was younger i told my parents i wanted to break my leg and they asked why and i shrugged bc i couldnāt tell them i wanted the attention. i always made up scenarios of my dad going to war or my friends and fam dying just so i could get sympathy and experience mourning. itās so f*cked up and i actually get so u to it i cry. iāve imagined myself with mental illness and eating disorder, accidents and shootings where iāve saved someone but ended up in hospital, and the thought of the attention was so glamourous in a way. is it wrong? am i a bad personAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post-64413977261145033522020-05-06T17:45:16.762+01:002020-05-06T17:45:16.762+01:00i thought i was alone..iām so glad iām not though,...i thought i was alone..iām so glad iām not though, i donāt know what is wrong with me because i am not a bar person i love all of my family and friends but i catch myself acting out (actually crying) what it would be like for one of my family or friends to die, or me saving them from death or them saving me and i just get a thrill? not because the thought of them dead but the thought of being in that situation and experiencing the adrenaline and the high that i would feel. iām numb i must admit i donāt āfeelā any thing anymore. itās like iām alive but iām not living. iām young too so itās kinda worrying me i donāt want too feel like this forever. i imagine sad scenarios because crying is feeling something. sadness is a emotion.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post-46384342466899264762020-04-26T06:28:10.741+01:002020-04-26T06:28:10.741+01:00Omg! Iāve always thought there was something wrong...Omg! Iāve always thought there was something wrong with me because I feel like this 24/7. Like wanting my best friend to suddenly die or someone close to me just to mourn them and experience it which sounds really messed up. Or I get thoughts of just suddenly dying and experiencing death, which has always intrigued me a lot. I do think it has something to do with wanting to just feel something as I donāt really have a lot of empathy and Iām a pretty cold person. Well whatever the reasons are Iām just glad Iām not alone on this one. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post-29682548082206345782020-04-06T18:53:23.761+01:002020-04-06T18:53:23.761+01:00I have similar experiences too. I want bad things ...I have similar experiences too. I want bad things to happen to me or to the world. I often want to go through some horrible disaster or live in a dystopian world. I think these thoughts come from me wanting others sympathy. I would never want anything bad to happen tome or other people. I often feel guilty and I don't know why this happens to me. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23438189.post-65084888637267521882020-04-02T18:13:07.627+01:002020-04-02T18:13:07.627+01:00Im so happy Im not aloneIm so happy Im not aloneAnonymousnoreply@blogger.com